Author Archive: Craig

Our No Name Life

I have a friend who found life in Vancouver and particularly life in the UBC campus community disturbing. Her move from a country in Eastern Africa did not prepare her for just how economically segmented life can be here. It is possible to go about life in Metro Vancouver unaware of economic disparity and the impact of poverty. It’s possible to not the know the stories of people and families bearing up under the weight of scarcity. One could live in the campus setting of UBC without getting to know the poor and sharing life with them. 

While one might speculate that my friend’s participation in the apparent uniformity of university life only cloaked the poor, that would belie the reality: it is possible to believe that one has no relationship with the poor or to live as if the poor do not exist or matter in any neighbourhood. But she is right, for many of us in Vancouver we live very segmented lives. Our homes and hospitality are not graced with the poor. We are not doing life “with” each other.

Yet, Jesus believes we have a relationship with the poor. He said as much in the story of Lazarus and the man with no name. Apparently the quality of our relationship with the poor reflects whether or not we have a name in Kingdom of God. Do you have a name? (Read Luke 16:19-31)

19 “There was a rich man who was dressed in purple and fine linen and lived in luxury every day. 20At his gate was laid a beggar named Lazarus, covered with sores 21and longing to eat what fell from the rich man’s table. Even the dogs came and licked his sores. 

22 “The time came when the beggar died and the angels carried him to Abraham’s side. The rich man also died and was buried. 23In Hades, where he was in torment, he looked up and saw Abraham far away, with Lazarus by his side. 24So he called to him, ‘Father Abraham, have pity on me and send Lazarus to dip the tip of his finger in water and cool my tongue, because I am in agony in this fire.’

25 “But Abraham replied, ‘Son, remember that in your lifetime you received your good things, while Lazarus received bad things, but now he is comforted here and you are in agony. 26And besides all this, between us and you a great chasm has been set in place, so that those who want to go from here to you cannot, nor can anyone cross over from there to us.’

27 “He answered, ‘Then I beg you, father, send Lazarus to my family, 28for I have five brothers. Let him warn them, so that they will not also come to this place of torment.’
29 “Abraham replied, ‘They have Moses and the Prophets; let them listen to them.’

30 “ ‘No, father Abraham,’ he said, ‘but if someone from the dead goes to them, they will repent.’

31 “He said to him, ‘If they do not listen to Moses and the Prophets, they will not be convinced even if someone rises from the dead.’ ”

My friend — she does have a name, but in respect to her I am not calling her here — found it strange that her daily life did not obviously intersect with the poor. She was disconcerted with the fact that daily life was not shared communally across economic lines. Her disturbance has stayed with me all these years. Why aren’t more of us disconcerted too? How can we read the Bible and feast on the teachings of Jesus without being disconcerted by a no name life? How can we know Jesus the Risen Saviour and have no real passionate movement toward the poor?

This week I had two encounters with a poor man called Alex. In my heart as I pray for him, he is Alex the Great; he could be my son. The ravages of drug addiction are apparent and hunger stalks him. In our first encounter after a conversation about how he was doing, where he was staying, and how he felt about the day, I asked his name and told him mine. We chatted a bit more and then I made to leave. I was a few steps away, and praying for him, when he called out to me, “Hey what’s your name?”

Ah, that question stirred up life in me and my soul rejoiced as I answered, “My name is Craig.”

Prayer of the People, 26 June 2020

Heavenly Father,

You have had compassion towards us when we were so weak. You came to us; lifted us up. cleaned us up; and You have made us beautiful. The back stories of our souls are not readily apparent. But we know the grace you have given us. We can say with the Apostle Paul, we were the worst of sinners, but you have shown us grace!

Thank you for this grace. It has brought us from death to life and into the Kingdom of your Son, Jesus Christ. We delight in your communion — the communion of the Father, Son, and Holy Spirit.

Perhaps our love for You has grown cold and we are not doing the things we did at first. Oh Lord we repent of the desires that trample love for you in our lives. 

We repent of the impulse to dominate others. 
We repent of our incessant people-pleasing pursuit of praise.
We repent of our puffed up self-righteousness built on knowing something.
All of this makes us busy and we stop listening to the Shepherd of our Souls.

Oh how we need the wisdom of Jesus. Oh how we need you: the crucified God, Saviour of the World to forgive us and fill us with Your Spirit. Come Lord Jesus.

Our neighbours need you Lord. We lift up to you those who are being crushed under the weight of addiction — bring freedom and healing Lord.

We lift up those who live in the fearful shadow of violence and abuse — fortify them with your love and provide them with a way to safety.

We lift up those who wonder about their next meal and we pray that you would open up the storehouses of heaven locked up in the hearts of those with plenty.

We lift up neighbours who do not have a song in their heart and the joy of your salvation — please grant them new life and the hope of the Gospel.  Come Lord Jesus.

We know we need you and we know you love us. So, we pray as Jesus taught us:

(Please join me in the Lord’s Prayer)

Our Father in heaven,
hallowed be your name,
your kingdom come,
your will be done,
on earth as it is in heaven.
Give us today our daily bread.
And forgive us our debts,
as we also have forgiven our debtors.
And lead us not into temptation,
but deliver us from the evil one;
for yours is the kingdom,
and the power, and the glory, forever.   
Amen.

Prayer of the People, 19 June 2020

Heavenly Father,

In your mercy you looked on those you created. Though we rejected you and your Word, you moved towards us in love. Your compassion exceeds our imagination. Thank you for not leaving it to our imagination. We see the Cross. You moved first and have loved us. You sent your Son in the image of sinful humanity, took up a cross, and died for us. 

Thank you for this grace. You have ushered us into your communion. We have believed your Word and your Resurrection. We have crossed over from death into life and now we enjoy the communion of the Father, Son, and Holy Spirit. 

The Resurrection of your Son has set in us a lasting hope.

Yet, why do the nations rage against you? Why does the evil one still kill, steal and destroy? 

We would drop these weapons and words of war, turn them into plows and set our hands to the fallow ground of our hearts and our communities. Surely there is good to be shared!

Oh Father, may your Spirit blow across our land as a refreshing breeze for the nations. Forgive us for we have resisted your call to be still and know that you are God. We lift up indigenous brothers and sisters who are weary from grief as yet another life has been taken in a violent encounter with police. Oh Lord there must be another way!

Lord we lift up to you the people of Yemin, and plead with you for peace. Oh Lord may your shalom emerge in the most chaotic corners of this nation. May your healing for the nations be made known through the revelation of Jesus Christ. May your provisions be released to provide for a people weekend by famine. Oh Lord come and hear their cry.

Lord we thank you for the Graduates from the University of British Columbia and from Langara College here in Vancouver this week. Bless them. Provide for them. Turn your face toward them and be their delight. Establish the work of their hands so that your goodness will be shared with many neighbours.

Oh Lord, we need you and so we pray as Jesus taught us. (Please join me in the Lord’s Prayer)

Our Father in heaven,
hallowed be your name,
your kingdom come,
your will be done,
on earth as it is in heaven.
Give us today our daily bread.
And forgive us our debts,
as we also have forgiven our debtors.
And lead us not into temptation,
but deliver us from the evil one;
for yours is the kingdom,
and the power, and the glory, forever.   
Amen.

Slow Reflection Required

For a week I’ve been processing the prophetic vision God gave Bob Ekblad. He writes about it here, “Exposing and Repenting of Racial Injustice.”

Then Timothy Dalrymple from Christianity Today writes a painful call for churches to face the painful realities of slavery and their complicity in theft. He writes,

“Two original sins have plagued this nation from its inception: the destruction of its native inhabitants and the institution of slavery. Both sprang from a failure to see an equal in the racial other. As Bishop Claude Alexander has said, racism was in the amniotic fluid out of which our nation was born. There was a virus present in the very environment that nurtured the development of our country, our culture, and our people. The virus of racism infected our church, our Constitution and laws, our attitudes and ideologies. We have never fully defeated it.”

How could anyone read that and not want to be repentant? 

What is the Holy Spirit saying to the churches?

So after watching the Giglio, Cathey, Lacrea video, The Beloved Community, I’m asking myself, “Why is the church so weak?” Lord have mercy we are ASTHENEIA! How can we land in the language of “blessing” for slavery? ever. It’s awful!

Then I’m finding a whole segment of white Christians who still want to argue about personal responsibility as if America is a great moral vivarium and experiment in the exercise of individual rights. These days we’ve been invited to a funeral and all they can talk about is who’s fault is it and all they can say is stuff that basically equates to “Well everybody dies.”

And then I stumbled on the posting of a friend that was normalizing the language of extermination. Vile and wicked so it was. I walked around for an hour deeply grieved. How could this be in a brother’s heart? What cesspool did he dive in to find this stuff?

I think slow reflection is needed.

So if any video or summary of history has moved you a bit, even if it is by Phil Visher from Veggie Tales, please read a book. If you aren’t ready to read a book, at least read some testimonies of what it’s like to Breathe While Black. I’ve been moved by these.

I know you were hoping you could just go ask a co-worker. Don’t do it. Don’t ask them to be your counsellor for change. You are exhausting them.

Slow reflection is needed so read a book.

Some changes are coming quickly for some policy, but in the time that it takes you to read a book, some change could happen in you. Language expresses the heart. And we need some changes at the heart. Reading is marination of the soul.

There’s a lot of gospel work to be done. 

From my own reading list:

Stamped from the Beginning. Ibram X. Kendi
How to be an AntiRacist. Ibram X. Kendi
The Christian Imagination: Theology and the Origins of Race. Willie Jennings.
White Fragility. Robin DiAngelo 
Between The World and Me. Ta-Nehisi Coates
Through the years I’ve read the works of Toni Morrison and Maya Angelou

Slow reflection is needed. Read a book. You will find The Christian Imagination to be especially taxing. Reading slowly and seeking comprehension is good.

I’m forming an opinion that part of the reason we (the white-ish churches of North America) are so weak is that we have narrow emotional veins and our vision of Christian maturity is utterly malformed. Maybe a slow work through The Emotionally Healthy Church could be helpful for learning how to grieve. The lack of empathy still confounds me. But where empathy is lacking perhaps there has been unmetabolized griefs. 

At the end of the day without slow reflection there is no love and no repentance. 

There’s a lot of gospel work to be done. Read the Bible and read a book.

(I know, there’s a lot of podcasts to listen to as well. That’s not my realm. I’ve got one chorus in this post: Read a book.)

Update, 16 Jun3 2020. Louie Giglio has posted an apology for his “blessing” statement.

Prayer of the People, 12 June 2020

Heavenly Father,

We open our mouths to you. We open our hearts to you. And we cry out!

Holy, holy, holy is the Lord God Almighty.
The one who always was, who is, and who is still to come.

Thank you for including us in your communion — the communion of the Father, Son, and Holy Spirit. Our life with you rests in your love toward us. You moved first. You have shown us your love through the life, death, burial, and resurrection of Jesus. You have brought us into the communion of your love even now through the Holy Spirit who pours you love into our lives. Thank you! You do not disappoint!

Grant us strength to persevere. Grant us the encouragement of the Spirit. Grant us the compassion of your Son. Grant us the welcoming heart of the Father.

On our own we are powerless to rid ourselves of the creeping overtaking entanglements of sin. So we cry out to you for the regenerative power of your Spirit in our lives. We cast them off and desire to run the race with Jesus. Forgive us Lord. Cause your Word to flourish in our hearts so that our attitudes and actions are shaped by grace and truth. This is what we want:

Real love, in real places, with real neighbours. Show us how O Lord.

We lift up to you our campus community. Encourage students as they study to study with you. Encourage graduates to trust you for their next steps. You are our Provider. Your wisdom though foolish to the world has become our delight.

We lift up to you our policy makers and authorities tasked with governing. By your Spirit compel them to make decisions without regard for the next election but for the common good.

We lift up to you our brothers and sisters in Iran. Encourage them and fortify them with your love and the grace of your Gospel that they may persevere under hardship and even imprisonment. You are their refuge O Lord.

We lift up the churches of Vancouver and pray that you would cause them to flourish after this season of pruning. May our roots run deep into you. May we bear the fruit that you intend.

So we pray as Jesus taught us. (Please join me in the Lord’s Prayer)
Our Father in heaven,
hallowed be your name,
your kingdom come,
your will be done,
on earth as it is in heaven.
Give us today our daily bread.
And forgive us our debts,
as we also have forgiven our debtors.
And lead us not into temptation,
but deliver us from the evil one;
for yours is the kingdom,
and the power, and the glory, forever.   
Amen.